About Us
Interdimensional explorer - the "Madhadder"
Starting in 1974 I noticed high levels of stagnate, free-floating, psychic, nervous energy building up within me. This did not seem like a healthy condition. I was growing more and more uncomfortable with the way I was feeling in general. I simply felt I was producing and experiencing excessive amounts of underutilized static psychic-energy and needed to find a healthy outlet for it.... I needed to figure out a way to allow it to expand, unfold, dissipate into the unlimited interconnective field of God Consciousness ~ an alternative universal hyperdimensionality. So in 1974 I started writing and incorporating into my "internal dialogue" ego-dissolution mantras, sutras, as well as experimenting with mind-expanding, transpersonative entheogenic spiritual technologies, which proved to be highly effective in the dissolution of ego, experiences of the self, altering perception, and triggering radical epiphanic paradigm shifts. Entering into these altered states of ecstatic universal spiritual consciousness proved immensely beneficial in helping to ameliorate potentially destabilizing and incapacitating hyper-energized “mental” states, which left untreated would probably have evolved into various conditions of mental illness: paranoia, psychosis, phobias - all manner of psychopathological abnormalities... psychological disturbances that can manifest when one's psycho-spiritual energy levels become too high to be comfortably contained within the narrow confines of the quasi-reality ego-mind-state. I intuitively knew I had to somehow figure out a way to kick open the door of the ego-mind prison I had been encapsulated in, and allow these excessive energies to spread out, expand into the eternal transcendental living moment ~ the Clear Space of universal-spiritual-awareness ~ the love-energy-consciousness matrix-field... the infinite hyper-space-reality that permeates the entire existence.
Only by learning to go beyond the mind, into no-mind ecstatic trance states, did I find a place where I was able to relax and be myself - (not an ego-self, but a universal-self)... where my excessive internal psycho-spiritual energy levels could finally be unleashed into another realm - a higher spiritual dimension - where they would be able to homeostatically stabilize - reach a state of equilibrium with the higher harmonics present within the universal superconscious matrix - within the full-spectrum multidimensional existence. These energies - raised to a higher vibratory resonance - could now probe, study, research, explore - be creative in spiritual projects in the spiritual-dimension with the assistance, support, and oversight of divine hyperdimensional entities who live in these higher celestial planes of ethereal transcendental hyper-realities.
By integrating the spiritual affirmation, sutric-mantra system, that reminds you to forget yourself, into my routine daily internal dialogue I overcame my psycho-spiritual energy overload that was rapidly developing into several manifestations of mental illness. And by the way ~ only a small percentage of human beings suffer from this anomalistic condition... It seems to be programmed into our DNA, which is why this program will be of interest only to a tiny percentage of human beings. Humans and animals who have these mysterious elevated vibrational and psychic/spiritual energy levels are not recognized by the medical establishment as having any disorder at all, are routinely misdiagnosed, not accurately informed, and not given the proper treatment and cure. The cure is simple: dissolution of the self-conscious ego-mind ~ allowing the energies of the hyper-focused mind to expand and dissipate back into full-field universal-consciousness, where one's natural spiritual equilibrium can realign, reintegrate, and consubstantiate with the Whole... And for the first time in your life there is the experience of wholeness, completeness, fulfillment, wellness ~ full-spectrum-awareness, full-dimensional-superconsciousness.
Only by learning to go beyond the mind, into no-mind ecstatic trance states, did I find a place where I was able to relax and be myself - (not an ego-self, but a universal-self)... where my excessive internal psycho-spiritual energy levels could finally be unleashed into another realm - a higher spiritual dimension - where they would be able to homeostatically stabilize - reach a state of equilibrium with the higher harmonics present within the universal superconscious matrix - within the full-spectrum multidimensional existence. These energies - raised to a higher vibratory resonance - could now probe, study, research, explore - be creative in spiritual projects in the spiritual-dimension with the assistance, support, and oversight of divine hyperdimensional entities who live in these higher celestial planes of ethereal transcendental hyper-realities.
By integrating the spiritual affirmation, sutric-mantra system, that reminds you to forget yourself, into my routine daily internal dialogue I overcame my psycho-spiritual energy overload that was rapidly developing into several manifestations of mental illness. And by the way ~ only a small percentage of human beings suffer from this anomalistic condition... It seems to be programmed into our DNA, which is why this program will be of interest only to a tiny percentage of human beings. Humans and animals who have these mysterious elevated vibrational and psychic/spiritual energy levels are not recognized by the medical establishment as having any disorder at all, are routinely misdiagnosed, not accurately informed, and not given the proper treatment and cure. The cure is simple: dissolution of the self-conscious ego-mind ~ allowing the energies of the hyper-focused mind to expand and dissipate back into full-field universal-consciousness, where one's natural spiritual equilibrium can realign, reintegrate, and consubstantiate with the Whole... And for the first time in your life there is the experience of wholeness, completeness, fulfillment, wellness ~ full-spectrum-awareness, full-dimensional-superconsciousness.
"Aliens" Behind The Scenes
Finding commonality with ET is essential
The psychic energies and vibrational patterns of spiritual "hypersensitives" is far more concinnous and synchronized with extra-dimensional ethereal deiforms from hyperspace realities. This may explain why many hypersensitives I have investigated ~ who have these weird energy issues ~ seem to have a history of psychic abilities and spiritual gifts, and are somewhat vaguely aware that there are highly advanced interdimensional aliens operating behind the scenes. Many of us are used to occasionally seeing aerial phenomena in the sky that has definitely not been made by human hands. And we are more comfortable being with our "alien" friends than our human friends or family.... Our hyperdimensional family understands us perfectly: if we are able to enter into a common spiritual Way with them and maintain ourselves in a state of high integrity ~ our relationships with them are richer, more profound, and rewarding ~ life and existence seem to be fuller, more meaningful, and worthwhile ~ even if all we are doing is sitting in silent meditation ~ ecstatic universal consciousness ~ a state of nonverbal spiritual intercommunion: great existential/spiritual truths, insights, realizations are telegnosticly communicated in these states of intimate spiritual communion, interconnectivity, and oneness.
I learned the art of “no-mind" / " no-self” meditation, spiritual affirmations, sutras, mantras ~ spiritual techniques that opened up channels for my psychic energies to expand into ~ for pure living spiritual love-energies from the universal-primordial-dimension to flow into me.... It is a two-way channel, in which your psychospiritual energies intermingle, cooperate, coalesce, harmonize and do creative things together. When the Elders take me into the universal love-energy consciousness field of divine-unity with them for "field-trips" I feel like my soul, my spirit, my life-energies are being refined and purified in the fire of transformation, the fire of awareness... I feel the acid bath of the Pure-Void burn away layers of societal conditioning, programming - the pretentious superficial false-persona that builds up over the years. We don't even realize or perceive all of these unacceptable disempowering distortions and impurities that are accumulating in us - taking control of our lives - until the elders go to work on us, peeling away each layer of selfish desire, destructive behavior, detestable addiction, violent thought... And they have many ways of putting a human being back on the true spiritual path that leads to transformation, spiritual rebirth - the universal-field of love-energy-consciousness... paradise... enlightenment... fill in the blank.
Sometimes they come across a difficult case, a real pain in the ass, always "kicking against the pricks".... always having to be dragged kicking and screaming back onto the true path. And the Elders have invested a great deal of time and effort and energy. And great things were expected - lots of potential. But as is often the case, the unique idiosyncrasies of a particular soul, which make it a potential prodigy, also are what make it extremely perverse, unmanageable, and difficult to properly develop.
And I've been tempted and tested by powerful dark-energy beings and forces - supernatural beings grounded in anti-love, ego-mind, power-trips... ancient vast reservoirs - akashic fields - of esoteric existential information, knowledge, and experiences spanning hundreds of human generations... I.Q.'s totally off the human scale, yet unable to comprehend spiritual light, spiritual love-energy as a primary life-energy source - simply unable to understand... not programmed, not wired that way. When the supernatural beings of light, love, life come for you the dark ones are never far behind.
I learned the art of “no-mind" / " no-self” meditation, spiritual affirmations, sutras, mantras ~ spiritual techniques that opened up channels for my psychic energies to expand into ~ for pure living spiritual love-energies from the universal-primordial-dimension to flow into me.... It is a two-way channel, in which your psychospiritual energies intermingle, cooperate, coalesce, harmonize and do creative things together. When the Elders take me into the universal love-energy consciousness field of divine-unity with them for "field-trips" I feel like my soul, my spirit, my life-energies are being refined and purified in the fire of transformation, the fire of awareness... I feel the acid bath of the Pure-Void burn away layers of societal conditioning, programming - the pretentious superficial false-persona that builds up over the years. We don't even realize or perceive all of these unacceptable disempowering distortions and impurities that are accumulating in us - taking control of our lives - until the elders go to work on us, peeling away each layer of selfish desire, destructive behavior, detestable addiction, violent thought... And they have many ways of putting a human being back on the true spiritual path that leads to transformation, spiritual rebirth - the universal-field of love-energy-consciousness... paradise... enlightenment... fill in the blank.
Sometimes they come across a difficult case, a real pain in the ass, always "kicking against the pricks".... always having to be dragged kicking and screaming back onto the true path. And the Elders have invested a great deal of time and effort and energy. And great things were expected - lots of potential. But as is often the case, the unique idiosyncrasies of a particular soul, which make it a potential prodigy, also are what make it extremely perverse, unmanageable, and difficult to properly develop.
And I've been tempted and tested by powerful dark-energy beings and forces - supernatural beings grounded in anti-love, ego-mind, power-trips... ancient vast reservoirs - akashic fields - of esoteric existential information, knowledge, and experiences spanning hundreds of human generations... I.Q.'s totally off the human scale, yet unable to comprehend spiritual light, spiritual love-energy as a primary life-energy source - simply unable to understand... not programmed, not wired that way. When the supernatural beings of light, love, life come for you the dark ones are never far behind.
Discovering, Experiencing, Exploring The Ultimate Truth About Existence
When all this happened to me my body/brain/mind/consciousness/spirit-complex, my entire being suddenly fell into harmony, equilibrium, synchronicity, balance with the interconnected multi-verse matrix field ~ there was suddenly more to me than I thought there was. The importance suddenly drained out of the world and worldly events ~ I was suddenly a new creature ~ I was suddenly released from a prison I had not fully realized I had even been in. I was surprised there was actually a way out, because I had never come across any information on it, and I had not been brought up in a spiritual environment. I suddenly became aware, realized exactly who I was ~ I felt like I had come home. I am essentially the same person now, in my 50's, as when I had this spiritual awakening as a teenager... and above all I no longer needed anything from the world, the “other” - outside of my own spiritual state of being to make me happy, to make me spiritually joyous, to make me overflowing with spiritual-energy. I had discovered my "inner-spiritual-fountain." Over the next several years it became clear that the primary reason for my being sent into the physical, three-dimensional, space/time continuum was to provide a certain service to others:
I had some extra time on my hands for a few years and for some reason I became very interested in finding out the truth about existence and self-realization... the truth about existence within and the truth about existence without... the truth about the universe outside of self and the universe of the inner-being - the innermost depths of our interiority... truth of the physical realm and truth of the spiritual realm... the truth about God and higher planes of awareness and existence.
- Answer questions; provide information; offer advice to genuine seekers of Supreme Reality - anyone who wishes to explore alternative hyperspace reality.
- On-line service/guidance/counseling (E-mail, or telephone)...(preferably telephone, as I rarely look at mail).
- Provide a direct interactive/experiential interdimensional spiritual program for genuinely interested existential truth seekers.
- Group discussions; celebrations; meditations; exploratory field-trips to witness and have interactive, full-immersion experiences with the Elders into alternative fifth-dimensional hyperspace realities.
I had some extra time on my hands for a few years and for some reason I became very interested in finding out the truth about existence and self-realization... the truth about existence within and the truth about existence without... the truth about the universe outside of self and the universe of the inner-being - the innermost depths of our interiority... truth of the physical realm and truth of the spiritual realm... the truth about God and higher planes of awareness and existence.
Live In Ecstatic Universal Love-Consciousness And Transcend the Prison of Mind
The Fifth Lens
Mind can only know about the realm of ego-self, the physical universe. Living in "mind-state" limits, narrows, distorts, blocks access to full-spectrum Truth and Reality. One must go beyond the mind - transcend mind - to perceive and see ultimate truth about the spiritual-dimension and subatomic realities... one must go beyond the ego-mind-state through meditation, into a spiritual state of consciousness, and see with the heart into the realm of energies - experience hyperdynamic cosmic energies. One must move beyond immature hypermaterialism of ego-mind - beyond using the world or any extrinsic factor - anything outside of your own state of transcendental hyperawareness as your primary source of life-energy. Living in a state of ecstatic universal love-consciousness as an end in itself, content with everything as it is... this is the ultimate existential realization that will trigger authentic spiritual awakenings, mystical insights, and revelations... supernatural hyperdimensional phenomena and interdimensional extraterrestrial deiforms begin emerging from fifth-dimensional subatomic realities... and you will be meeting them halfway... which is what they require of you.
My interest in meditation and discovering the truth about existence / life / the universe soon became my passion. It became my passion because I discovered I could get spiritually energized and intoxicated through meditation... in prison. By dissolving the experience of myself and entering into ecstatic states of universal spiritual awareness, not only could I maintain myself in meditative euphoric states of bliss-consciousness, but I would feel completely at peace - not at peace with my "self", "self" was not there any more - completely worry free, completely fulfilled, completely content with everything as it is... and it was indeed free - it did not cost one thin dime - generally an important factor in prison. While they can incarcerate the temporal, superficial, peripheral physical body, they are powerless to interfere with your inner spiritual being - your inner spiritual life... when you have the keys to the kingdom of heaven.
My interest in meditation and discovering the truth about existence / life / the universe soon became my passion. It became my passion because I discovered I could get spiritually energized and intoxicated through meditation... in prison. By dissolving the experience of myself and entering into ecstatic states of universal spiritual awareness, not only could I maintain myself in meditative euphoric states of bliss-consciousness, but I would feel completely at peace - not at peace with my "self", "self" was not there any more - completely worry free, completely fulfilled, completely content with everything as it is... and it was indeed free - it did not cost one thin dime - generally an important factor in prison. While they can incarcerate the temporal, superficial, peripheral physical body, they are powerless to interfere with your inner spiritual being - your inner spiritual life... when you have the keys to the kingdom of heaven.
What Is Your Proper Place In Full Spectrum Reality?
I was used to getting high on psychedelics - mushrooms, peyote, LSD - since I was 15 years old out on the streets with a wild group of suburban hippies (circa 70's) and I also had a few hobbies I would lose myself in which made me feel intermittently happy. Of course when I suddenly went to prison I lost everything I had been dependent upon to make me feel happy, secure, peaceful... so it must have been out of desperation that I figured out how to get high on meditation and ecstatic states of Christ-Consciousness. I had relied on drugs, the"other" to pleasure me, make me happy, make me "ecstatic" - fill me with life-energy. For 18 years I was accustomed to getting high on the "other" - things of the physical realm - external factors outside of my own ecstatic superconsciousness spiritual state-of-being. So, I discovered how to get high in prison without drugs, money, possessions, or egoistic power trips... and universal-spiritual-consciousness was a better high than those "other" things - because the high I get from losing myself in meditation is a religious / spiritual energy experience, in which I discover not only God and interconnect with the primordial hyperdimensional spiritual family intercollective, but discover who I really am - at the innermost universal cosmic core of my being - what my heart really longs for - what my naked awareness / my soul is really searching for... and there are no bad side-effects... now that's how to beat the system.
While in physical prison I felt as if I'd been released from a much darker, grotesque, monstrous place - the tiny prison cell of ego-mind. I had a wonderful time while incarcerated: meditating; being in deep trance states of ecstatic-spiritual-consciousness; researching, investigating, exploring, documenting the spiritual-dimension within, (with the help of my interdimensional elders) ; writing about, mapping out, describing, defining this nonphysical dimension that I was discovering and was being revealed to me; informing and teaching others how to experience for themselves exactly what I was experiencing - there has never been any need for anyone to blindly believe anything I talk about. One just simply needs to carefully listen to the information and instructions we offer on altered states of consciousness and dissolving the experience of ego-self, and then come and visit us for a few weeks for proper introduction / indoctrination ceremonies and you will see the truth for yourself.... And you will be amazed, and then you will be disturbed, and you will never be the same. You can never go back. And now, because you have become aware, and because something of real value has been given to you, more will be expected from you. Now when you do something you know is wrong and displeasing to those above you, that you are now aware of, there will be many lashes.
To see and experience the higher nonphysical planes and the awesome, super-advanced interdimensional entities that live in these subatomic hyper-space realities is radically and dramatically transformative - rapidly and radically shifting your values, perceptions, beliefs about existence, reality, and the universe... what role are you now supposed to play in it? What is your proper place in full-spectrum-reality? Where do you stand with these powerful interdimensional spiritual beings who have been given charge and authority over you since before you were born? The whole thing can be overwhelming and stressful. But not to worry: humans who have been chosen for advanced / accelerated development, immersive experiential interaction, special assignments and projects - intimate spiritual intercommunion and relationships are given many months to adjust, assimilate, acclimate to the new, greater reality they've become aware of and now find themselves in.
It becomes difficult to be around humans who have not had the experience of full-spectrum-reality... who have not seen and experienced the "Elders." Writing about, keeping journals, and documenting our ultradimensional experiences... organizing gatherings and celebrations where seekers witness, experience, and interact with the Elders is very therapeutic - accelerating spiritual ontological growth and transformational processes of all those involved, and is generally the direction that our interdimensional teachers will be pushing you... And let us not forget: these ancient beings are far, far wiser, more evolved and advanced at every level than we are - they know the best course for each individual soul... they are the caretakers of the earth and the human race, and we, for the most part, are immature larvae that may or may not be allowed to develop into mature adults - as they are.
While in prison, out of necessity, I developed my own spiritual way: a way of meditation; a way of sutras; the way of the inner-spiritual-fountain; the way of ecstatic oceanic cosmic-consciousness similar to being high on peyote, psilocybin, or LSD... although I was always aware that a powerful supernatural deity had entered into me, infilled me, was guiding me, instructing me, and protecting me. I wasn't sure what to call it, I just knew, hyperintuitively, that it was there. Time and time again I would be rescued from certain disaster, at the last second, by extremely improbable events... by extremely improbable hyper-evolved supernatural creatures of a higher order.
Now a little something from a guru who helped me laugh my way through five years of prison:
While in physical prison I felt as if I'd been released from a much darker, grotesque, monstrous place - the tiny prison cell of ego-mind. I had a wonderful time while incarcerated: meditating; being in deep trance states of ecstatic-spiritual-consciousness; researching, investigating, exploring, documenting the spiritual-dimension within, (with the help of my interdimensional elders) ; writing about, mapping out, describing, defining this nonphysical dimension that I was discovering and was being revealed to me; informing and teaching others how to experience for themselves exactly what I was experiencing - there has never been any need for anyone to blindly believe anything I talk about. One just simply needs to carefully listen to the information and instructions we offer on altered states of consciousness and dissolving the experience of ego-self, and then come and visit us for a few weeks for proper introduction / indoctrination ceremonies and you will see the truth for yourself.... And you will be amazed, and then you will be disturbed, and you will never be the same. You can never go back. And now, because you have become aware, and because something of real value has been given to you, more will be expected from you. Now when you do something you know is wrong and displeasing to those above you, that you are now aware of, there will be many lashes.
To see and experience the higher nonphysical planes and the awesome, super-advanced interdimensional entities that live in these subatomic hyper-space realities is radically and dramatically transformative - rapidly and radically shifting your values, perceptions, beliefs about existence, reality, and the universe... what role are you now supposed to play in it? What is your proper place in full-spectrum-reality? Where do you stand with these powerful interdimensional spiritual beings who have been given charge and authority over you since before you were born? The whole thing can be overwhelming and stressful. But not to worry: humans who have been chosen for advanced / accelerated development, immersive experiential interaction, special assignments and projects - intimate spiritual intercommunion and relationships are given many months to adjust, assimilate, acclimate to the new, greater reality they've become aware of and now find themselves in.
It becomes difficult to be around humans who have not had the experience of full-spectrum-reality... who have not seen and experienced the "Elders." Writing about, keeping journals, and documenting our ultradimensional experiences... organizing gatherings and celebrations where seekers witness, experience, and interact with the Elders is very therapeutic - accelerating spiritual ontological growth and transformational processes of all those involved, and is generally the direction that our interdimensional teachers will be pushing you... And let us not forget: these ancient beings are far, far wiser, more evolved and advanced at every level than we are - they know the best course for each individual soul... they are the caretakers of the earth and the human race, and we, for the most part, are immature larvae that may or may not be allowed to develop into mature adults - as they are.
While in prison, out of necessity, I developed my own spiritual way: a way of meditation; a way of sutras; the way of the inner-spiritual-fountain; the way of ecstatic oceanic cosmic-consciousness similar to being high on peyote, psilocybin, or LSD... although I was always aware that a powerful supernatural deity had entered into me, infilled me, was guiding me, instructing me, and protecting me. I wasn't sure what to call it, I just knew, hyperintuitively, that it was there. Time and time again I would be rescued from certain disaster, at the last second, by extremely improbable events... by extremely improbable hyper-evolved supernatural creatures of a higher order.
Now a little something from a guru who helped me laugh my way through five years of prison:
If Laughter Is The Best Medicine This Guru Must Have A 100% Cure Rate
My Sightings
Russia 1995
In the summer of 1985 I began noticing luminous orbs or spheres several hundred feet overhead while out doing psychedelic spiritual meditation/celebration retreats in the wilderness. At that point they had not yet telepathically communicated with me... all I was certain of was that they were not of this world – so I figured they couldn’t be all bad... I figured they were probably more evolved on every level than humans. Fortunately there is usually at least 3 or 4 people with us when they reveal themselves so it is difficult for skeptics to discredit our testimony. In the summer of 1988 I was told telegnosticly, while in a state of deep no-mind meditation, by interdimensional supernatural entities through a telepathic mind-interlink, that something wonderful would happen around the year 2000. And that was all they said that night. After a few days I thought it quite possible to have been a creation of my own imagination.
On Labor Day weekend, Sept. 1999, what I later came to refer to as my “spiritual family” made themselves known to us in a most convincing, undeniable, elaborate, playful, and wonderful way. It was September 2, 1999 (yes I remember the exact day) we went out one evening, after dark, to walk the dog. We were living in an apartment by a large lake, a former gravel pit. There were several apartment complexes around this lake but also a long stretch of road with no buildings - nothing but trees and grass. We generally walked along the road right beside the lake and out along the road where there are no buildings.
On this evening, as we walked the dog beside the lake, we saw a “craft” with several lights (red, yellow, green and flashing) fly over the lake, very low, and towards the undeveloped land. It appeared it was going to land in the grassy area. We were very excited as this craft was definitely not a normal aircraft since there was no sound and it was very low. We started to walk briskly toward the area where the craft appeared to be landing. The closer we came, however, the more reluctant the dog became. Finally he was literally dragging my wife in the opposite direction. This was normally a very active, happy Golden Retriever who loved to go for a walk. But he was NOT going to go towards where the craft seemed to have landed. My wife finally decided to take the dog back to the apartment, then come back outside. I continued towards the landed craft.
I walked toward the craft and, when I was 20 or 30 yards from it, it was suddenly 100 yards away again. I could not get any closer. I again got within 30 yards of the flashing lights, and as soon as I could make out the shape of the craft I realized it appeared to be a tow truck with flashing lights! This was rather disconcerting, as I had never taken my eyes off of the craft, from the moment I witnessed it land beside the lake. As I got within about 30 feet of the "tow truck / spacecraft" it accelerated very quickly away (a hell of a lot quicker than any tow truck could have ever managed to have gotten out of it's own way - I estimate 0 to 100 mph in less than 3 seconds) and went around a curve out of sight, and then something shot up into the air about thirty yards from the point where it had disappeared. This was inexplicable; there were no cars or anything stuck or any kind of emergency to explain the truck. The moment the tow truck went around the curve the green and red flashing lights (like the craft seen earlier) reappeared over my head about 50 feet in front of me and 200 feet in the air.
The three triangular crafts had emerald green lights and were stationary. The green light that emanated from them seemed to be alive and dancing all around me. I understood they were taking a few moments to introduce themselves and celebrate a long awaited meeting. I stood there as three of these things swirled over my head. I didn’t know what to expect but it didn’t appear to me anything was happening; they just hovered overhead. I started back to the apartment but, oddly enough, I wasn’t were I thought I was. I was unable to find my apartment, though I was very familiar with the area, having lived nearby all my life. So I walked and walked and walked, and I thought I walked past the apartment complex sign 4 times. So I thought, isn't this a hell of thing, these old boys are winding me up!.. they were playing a trick on me, confusing my mind so I didn’t know where I was. I laughed at them, then laid down in the grass to wait them out. After a few minutes, I felt if I stood up again I would be able to find the apartment. When I stood up I realized I was 30 feet away from my apartment building. They later explained to me they were giving me a firsthand demonstration of their supernatural power to influence, manipulate, or take complete control of any human mind. The demonstration was quite convincing.
When I walked into our apartment that night after an unknown period of time, my wife thought I seemed odd. She later said she felt I wasn’t alone even though she could see just me. The beings who had been flying around outside were talking to me telepathically, inside my head. I don’t know how many there were - it could have been one but it sounded like several. My wife was so upset by this, I asked the beings to please calm her down. She immediately began laughing without a care in the world, happy and calm. The beings remained talking with me, telepathically, for about 2 1/2 hours. They talked about how humans were destroying the environment, but said they could not interfere because we have freedom of choice. They talked about some of the things I had been through in my life and was going through at the time; they knew everything. After a while my wife did hear some of what was said, and sometimes things came out of her mouth which they were saying. I knew this because she was saying things she didn’t know anything about. Finally they left. We couldn’t sleep the rest of the night, just talking about the experience.
On Labor Day weekend, Sept. 1999, what I later came to refer to as my “spiritual family” made themselves known to us in a most convincing, undeniable, elaborate, playful, and wonderful way. It was September 2, 1999 (yes I remember the exact day) we went out one evening, after dark, to walk the dog. We were living in an apartment by a large lake, a former gravel pit. There were several apartment complexes around this lake but also a long stretch of road with no buildings - nothing but trees and grass. We generally walked along the road right beside the lake and out along the road where there are no buildings.
On this evening, as we walked the dog beside the lake, we saw a “craft” with several lights (red, yellow, green and flashing) fly over the lake, very low, and towards the undeveloped land. It appeared it was going to land in the grassy area. We were very excited as this craft was definitely not a normal aircraft since there was no sound and it was very low. We started to walk briskly toward the area where the craft appeared to be landing. The closer we came, however, the more reluctant the dog became. Finally he was literally dragging my wife in the opposite direction. This was normally a very active, happy Golden Retriever who loved to go for a walk. But he was NOT going to go towards where the craft seemed to have landed. My wife finally decided to take the dog back to the apartment, then come back outside. I continued towards the landed craft.
I walked toward the craft and, when I was 20 or 30 yards from it, it was suddenly 100 yards away again. I could not get any closer. I again got within 30 yards of the flashing lights, and as soon as I could make out the shape of the craft I realized it appeared to be a tow truck with flashing lights! This was rather disconcerting, as I had never taken my eyes off of the craft, from the moment I witnessed it land beside the lake. As I got within about 30 feet of the "tow truck / spacecraft" it accelerated very quickly away (a hell of a lot quicker than any tow truck could have ever managed to have gotten out of it's own way - I estimate 0 to 100 mph in less than 3 seconds) and went around a curve out of sight, and then something shot up into the air about thirty yards from the point where it had disappeared. This was inexplicable; there were no cars or anything stuck or any kind of emergency to explain the truck. The moment the tow truck went around the curve the green and red flashing lights (like the craft seen earlier) reappeared over my head about 50 feet in front of me and 200 feet in the air.
The three triangular crafts had emerald green lights and were stationary. The green light that emanated from them seemed to be alive and dancing all around me. I understood they were taking a few moments to introduce themselves and celebrate a long awaited meeting. I stood there as three of these things swirled over my head. I didn’t know what to expect but it didn’t appear to me anything was happening; they just hovered overhead. I started back to the apartment but, oddly enough, I wasn’t were I thought I was. I was unable to find my apartment, though I was very familiar with the area, having lived nearby all my life. So I walked and walked and walked, and I thought I walked past the apartment complex sign 4 times. So I thought, isn't this a hell of thing, these old boys are winding me up!.. they were playing a trick on me, confusing my mind so I didn’t know where I was. I laughed at them, then laid down in the grass to wait them out. After a few minutes, I felt if I stood up again I would be able to find the apartment. When I stood up I realized I was 30 feet away from my apartment building. They later explained to me they were giving me a firsthand demonstration of their supernatural power to influence, manipulate, or take complete control of any human mind. The demonstration was quite convincing.
When I walked into our apartment that night after an unknown period of time, my wife thought I seemed odd. She later said she felt I wasn’t alone even though she could see just me. The beings who had been flying around outside were talking to me telepathically, inside my head. I don’t know how many there were - it could have been one but it sounded like several. My wife was so upset by this, I asked the beings to please calm her down. She immediately began laughing without a care in the world, happy and calm. The beings remained talking with me, telepathically, for about 2 1/2 hours. They talked about how humans were destroying the environment, but said they could not interfere because we have freedom of choice. They talked about some of the things I had been through in my life and was going through at the time; they knew everything. After a while my wife did hear some of what was said, and sometimes things came out of her mouth which they were saying. I knew this because she was saying things she didn’t know anything about. Finally they left. We couldn’t sleep the rest of the night, just talking about the experience.
In Closing
This 1999 experience made me feel I had – finally – found beings who, not only shared a common spiritual way with me, but existed in a higher state of consciousness than anyone I had ever met. I felt comfortable with them – they not only walked the same spiritual path as me, but we also share the same primary source of life-energy. I have had sightings and have communicated with them many times in the years since. I have come to understand who they are and their purpose in interacting with humans on earth. This project is our way of sharing this experience and knowledge... and to afford others the opportunity to have penetrating, interactive, immersive experiences into the interdimensional / extraterrestrial / UFO / hyperspace phenomenon.
If you are interested in joining the program, use the Contact Us form. You can also send us an email, regular mail, or what I actually prefer is a good old fashion telephone call... since we rarely have time to read our email.
Matt Haddock
9119 Concert Lane
Indianapolis, IN 46231
madhattr77@mail.com
If you are interested in joining the program, use the Contact Us form. You can also send us an email, regular mail, or what I actually prefer is a good old fashion telephone call... since we rarely have time to read our email.
Matt Haddock
9119 Concert Lane
Indianapolis, IN 46231
madhattr77@mail.com
